had a really bad day. lost my wallet in church. groaned and moaned. got headache. mum screamed at me. say she's embarrassed to take me out to eat. althought i dont know the link. but anyway, she embarrassed then embarrassed la. next time dont take me out to eat la. i starve lo. nobody cares. the whole world against me. sigh.nothin much to say. back into depression. really nothing much i wanna say althought there's loads in my mind,
SOME MORE CRAP-
i miss you.
and there’s so much pain in my heart.
i can’t lose you, and yet….
i’m afraid to keep you by my side.
would i be selfish to say thati need you
?would it be laughable to say that
i would lose my will without you?
i know what i want,
and yet i don’t think i can have it.
i don’t think i deserve you.
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